羊文学 - Burning

Hitsujibungaku - Burning     

No matter how many convenient ideals are enumerated,  

The reality is gloomy  

You are accustomed to getting hurt  

Who is unforgivable?

I believed that it is good to destroy the things I wanna love first

And let go of them before losing them

But I'm crying

When a heavy curtain rose

I found myself shouting “Notice here” repeatedly in hoarse voice

I count my shortcomings and compare them, but I cannot change myself

I have stopped walking here again

Where should I go?

A dream I had that day that passed through my mind,

Although I looked the other way while seeking a good reason

I decided not to believe in a miracle, but I hoped somehow, so

I shook it off many times

But I'm crying

In dazzling light

I’ll burn my life while converting any kind of pain into a sparkle

Lying

Even if I smother my trembling words behind a perfect stage

I spat out, “I will remain nobody”

As if I knew things more deeply than anyone else

How many things do I have to obtain to get satisfied?

Please answer

My tears… Ah… tears

Yeah I'm crying　

I’ll burn my life at the nadir of darkness

Before the lingering scars swallow tomorrow

Lying

In dazzling light

I’ll burn my life while converting any kind of pain into a sparkle

(I can't confide this feeling to anyone)

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吐き捨てる [hakisuteru]: spit out