Uru – フィラメント

Uru – Filament     

After waving goodbye to you,  

This road becomes dreary,  

Because I become alone again,  

As you fade into the distance  

I’m too ashamed to confide my weakness, but

You have probably known it from a long time ago

In the dim light of a lamp,

We were gazing at the flickering street lights

You gently grabbed my cold right hand, which had nowhere to settle

I’m wondering whether I will have a good smile 10 years from now

I’ll embrace the tears I’ve shed so far, my lingering weakness, and

The strength you gave deep in my heart

You murmured, “Me, too” for the first time

Torrents of regret and pain hit my shoulders with a small tremor

I’m wondering whether those who pass by me on a street and you, who are by my side, 

Live while carrying agony and scars in life in both hands

In the night sky above the two of us sitting hunched

We try to draw a small dream with our fingers

Squeezing your hand back with my blushing hand

I made a wish softly again

We will keep walking slowly while tumbling and stopping sometimes

Let’s have a smile while recalling the night sky at which we looked up 10 years ago

Saying “If there were a time machine, I would like to tell you”

We share laughter at this place again

I’ll embrace that moment deep in my heart

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後悔 [koukai]: regret, remorse