X JAPAN – Silent Jealousy

X JAPAN – Silent Jealousy     

I’m looking for you  

Trying to reach your roses  

Carried away by the time  

With my one eye blinded by the insanity of silence  

You’ve gone away  

From the stage

Leaving no words

There’s just fake tears left

I look for a bouquet of roses decorated with fake pearls

I’m blind insane

In the red of silence

Now I’ve lost your love

A puppet tamed with hallucinatory love

Get me on my feet

Get me back to myself

Pretend you love me

Look at me, who is stained with the crimson red, down to the fingertips

I cannot stand anymore

Serenade of loneliness

Letting it drift in the sea,

I woke up from the dream

Even if I hold a bloody angel against my chest,

I cannot stop

Silent jealousy

Don’t you leave me alone

Distraught with grief

I decorate love that cannot be regained

In loneliness that strikes me repeatedly

Tell me true

Where can I love my agony?

I still want your love

Stop the love, and

Erase the memory that blooms frantically

“I just wanted to stay with you

I just wanted to feel

I your breath of grace

I didn’t know what to do

I couldn’t say anything

When consciousness returned

Everything had been washed away

By the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away

I can’t stop loving you

Stop my tears

Stop my loving

Kill my memories”

You dyed my heart in blood

No way to kill my sadness

Kill it before you leave

The eyes embraced by crazy love cannot see a thing

I still miss you

Can’t live without you

Silent jealousy

Falling into a dream

I embrace my memories

Stay in yesterday

Stop time, and

Dispel the loneliness that strikes me repeatedly

Take me back to the memory,

To the dream

Silent jealousy

Don’t you leave me alone

Distraught with grief

Kill me, Love

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